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Post by neonspectraltoast on Jun 13, 2020 11:31:42 GMT -5
I'd much rather be drawing pictures than working my crappy job. Don't know where to begin, though. My dad was just a malignant narcissist and my mom just a victim.
She'd always tell me how great I was, but I never had any father figure to look out for me and show me the ropes. Even though I'm pretty good, I think.
I have no clue how the world works, but I'll keep trying. Thanks guys.
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Post by J Ruth on Jun 13, 2020 13:54:47 GMT -5
Thanks guys. I feel like I should have put my talents to good use, but no, just a screen printer. I really shouldn't let it all go like that, but I've just spent the last year drinking and watching TV. I turned into my dad. you're not at The End yet, you know : ) you ARE putting your talents to good use just by being you. it's not even about "good use". if you're happy drinking and watching TV, then there's no problem. you don't even have to be happy. life isn't about happiness. life is about experiencing what you want to experience. i think there are many people who would be happier if they realised that the only reason they think what they're doing makes them unhappy, is a standard or idea set by someone else. they feel guilty for not doing more because society praises productivity. but what if some people WANT to just experience doing nothing much? that's fine, i think. totally worthwhile. and if you want to experience more or differently, alter things. do stuff. you have to know why you're doing it. not just because you think you should. i love that trees one. mmm mmm mm we are the trees. oh lord. lord we are the trees. hahaha i can hear that in my head. i wonder if it's anything how you intended it.
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Post by J Ruth on Jun 13, 2020 13:56:56 GMT -5
I'd much rather be drawing pictures than working my crappy job. Don't know where to begin, though. My dad was just a malignant narcissist and my mom just a victim. She'd always tell me how great I was, but I never had any father figure to look out for me and show me the ropes. Even though I'm pretty good, I think. I have no clue how the world works, but I'll keep trying. Thanks guys. i didn't read this one before i wrote that. alters what i would say slightly. just draw AND do your crappy job : ) and you never know where things lead.
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Post by loverofcatsandfooty on Jul 14, 2021 1:56:25 GMT -5
Neon, be positive mate.
Hope you are going ok!
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Post by neonspectraltoast on Aug 2, 2021 22:32:23 GMT -5
Neon, be positive mate. Hope you are going ok! I'm trying to be, incense lover, I'm trying real hard. Thanks. So much useless division, though. I'm the canary in the coal mine, as always. Hopefully I've stopped exhaling soot.
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Post by loverofcatsandfooty on Aug 7, 2021 1:35:47 GMT -5
Stay positive mate.
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